Honesty, Repentance, and Self-Improvement through Christ's Grace
Week #3 2019 The readings this week were very inspiring; I loved the focus on honesty and integrity! The readings spurred much desire within me to change my ways and to become better at living the commandment, "Thou shalt not lie". I realized that I lie to myself. I lie to myself by saying things that are very self-critical, and I lie to myself when I try to ignore what I am truly thinking and feeling, which gives the impression to my own brain that I am not caring about myself and that I am an enemy to myself rather than a friend. For example, I suffer from some physical and mental health issues and they hurt very much most of the time; however, in an effort to feel and act more positively, I lie to myself and tell myself that I am fine when I actually feel like writhing. Because of this lying to myself, I wind up lying to others about how I am doing, which causes other people to think I am fine, and then I do not get the support I so desire. As I lie to myself, I think th...